Joyful Chaos.

I woke up feeling like not getting out of bed I laid around then the phone started up ugh! I talked to a few people talked to Tony and got up from that point on I haven't sat down again until 9:00 p.m. What a day! I was able to pay bills and shop for the kids, but I also snuck in a surprise I ordered my husband a birthday cake bought ballons and grabbed some cards. We went up to the hospital and when we walked in he was sleeping lastnight a nurse made a med error and they had to give him medication to revive him while in dialysis. So earlier he couldn't have anything. We came in and he was SURPRISED! "You brought ballons?" "You brought cake? " "I never had a birthday cake." "I knew it that's why I bought you one a Smurf cake since I somewhat resemble smurfette with this blonde wig." We laughed Thank God your 37. We love you Dad it read. He enjoyed it and I'm glad. I hope it makes the decision to stay a little longer and endure sickness an easier one for him. That's a constant battle on his mind one he'd rather not have to make. I told him just wait on God let him say when for now enjoy us enjoy everyday. So I have to put more into each day laugh more live more listen more and love more.Time. Peace.